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come back [06 Nov 2012|08:05pm]


after a few years I am going to bring back my LiveJournal, I need to update pic and info once I get to a computer. mobile doesn't allow me to edit

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reflect [18 Apr 2010|07:53pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

I have not been online in awhile, and i just looked through my old post from the past two years. I am sad to look at how everything has turned out. I expected something more positive. I guess that is just the way it is.

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[13 Jan 2010|03:17am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Swingers is a classic, who doesn't love that movie!

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[11 Jun 2009|12:03pm]
[ mood | blah ]

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had

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sick yet fun [03 May 2009|10:36am]
i am feeling so sick. but i still had a good week. I got to see The Birthday Massacre on Wednesday at the Social. It was a great show!
I AM GHOST

IAMGHOST

The Birthday Massacre

TBM



Me with Dommin

with Dommin



Me with I AM GHOST

with IAMGHOST



Me with Rainbow of TBM and my friend Tom

with Rainbow and Tom





TBM

Chibi sending love

Chibi

she is so cute
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[12 Apr 2009|06:29pm]
[ mood | complacent ]

I have not posted in awhile. Since January I have been laid off from my job. I have found new work, but for a lot less money. It sucks but what can u do at a time like this.

I am doing all right trying to get by with no money. I have traveled a little bit. I went to North Carolina, Virginia, and Washington DC. With a group so it didnt cost that much at all, and we drove so saved a little bit there.

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[02 Jan 2009|07:10pm]
[ mood | calm ]

I hope everyone had a wonderful new year.

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[20 Dec 2008|07:32pm]
i am so excited about christmas. i hope everyone has a good holiday.
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[24 Nov 2008|12:48am]
watching Pieces of April of the best thanksgiving movies ever! Katie Holmes is pretty hot in this film. and the acting is well she really hasnt done much anything else to talk about so i guess this is the only role to even mention. Dark Knight, well, i dont really have to mention that.
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costume ideas? [17 Oct 2008|10:39pm]
[ mood | unsure ]

what should i do?

i am going to be wayne from wayne's world for work and one of my co-workers is going to be garth. I dont know what i should do for any parties that i am going to. let me know if anyone has any good ideas.

thanks

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Wyld Stallyns [08 Sep 2008|11:47pm]
[ mood | content ]

Two of the best movies of the 90s are the BILL AND TED movies. They are part of the classics list of modern comdies for our generation. I have always loved those movies. So funny and unlike comdies of the early 2000s. They are a clean fun. Which is what some think is boring,but one can still be funny without the use of four letter words. Quote from the famous Red Skeleton of course.



Excellent!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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[27 Aug 2008|11:05pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

I have been doing pretty good. I am wanting to take more pictures lately. I feel like I am needing to be artistic. I have this need to be creative.

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Tacos and Liers, get over it [12 Aug 2008|10:45pm]
Just had Taco Bell, one of the great inventions of the world.

I have been working PFT at my job, which pretty much is a fancy word for someone who mainly works the warehouse. I have to get up at 5:30 tomorrow, i don't do well in the mornings. So far i seem to be having fun with it. I like not having to sell as much in the store. And all the guys i work with are pretty cool.



LYING

Not to jump to another subject but i hate one someone says one thing and either doesn't do that or does something completely different. I just am bothered by people who play with my head. I know that we all in someway have messed with someone. I understand that we are all not perfect but I have been waiting for some kind of honest being to come in my life. I feel like I have met a few. Only a few. I am trying to get over the fact that people are people not perfect.
And by all means I know that I am not perfect. I hate myself all the time for my lying habits, whether it is "does this make me look fat" to "do you like what i got u", of course I have lied. We all have to lie. That makes us normal. Now I know i am going to get people saying "i don't lie" or "i am honest to everyone", but please give me a break. Whether it is a little white lie or a huge, crazy, world ending lie. We all have done it. I don't want to be put up on a cross and pointed at just because I have made mistakes in my past. I know that I have, and probably will again. I can't promise to never lie. That is like saying " I promise to never walk" or "I promise to never talk". I understand that to be honest is the best policy. I am tired of feeling guilty. Things happen. Get over it. People lie. Get over it.
Stop making me feel bad for lying. I understand. I got it. People need to just move on and try to pick up the pieces where they lie and try. Whether it is to fix it or let it die. I am not one for letting things die but I am trying to be a better person. And I don't understand why some people get some weird pleasure from making others suffer. I have put people threw difficult times, and I understand that it is karma for me to go through the same. I am tired of it. So I am going to get over it. Over my sadness. Over my pain of people just trying to tear others down.
I know that I went from people lying to talking about people tearing me down. If I don't get all this out it is going to make me mad.



Thanks for listening to me rant on and on. I think it is the tacos that are making me talk so much.
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[07 Aug 2008|12:44am]
So i am so tried. I have a new position at work, i am running around like crazy all the time. but it is good for me. i need the exercise.

my power went out earlier, YEAH! for laptops!!!!!
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Frightened [11 Jul 2008|04:33pm]
It feels like my life is changing so fast. I am so frightened of what may come. I know that what is happening is my doing and my choices. Basically my problems. I am worried none the less.
I feel as I though I have lost apart of myself. A chapter with an ending that I can't believe. My worries are that I am going to fail. That I am going to start all of these new things and lose myself. Fall into a whirlwind of emotions and insanity.




Thank you to all who have been with me through it all.
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clean sunrise [06 Jul 2008|05:56pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Cleaning my stuff today to move, i am not done yet but it is a work in progress. I have so much stuff collected over the years that i dont use or have use for anymore. I am glad that the move is forcing me to clean through the items that are apart of my life.

I am so tired i stayed up all night and watched the sunrise this morning, it was so beautiful. It brought tears to my eyes. It was like the beginning for me. Different than the other mornings that i just sleep through the sunrise.
I felt different, new. I am glad that i stayed to watch it.

I want to turn a new leaf for everything. New beginning. Today. The cleaning is helping with this.

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other sites to find me [08 Jun 2008|08:15pm]
Vampirefreaks.com - Cherry_Taylor

Facebook.com - Cherry Taylor
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qwertyuiopasdfghjkl;zxcvbnm,. [08 Jun 2008|07:53pm]
I have been working more hours at Ccity. Trying to forget my worries. I have been feeling a lot better over the past few days.

I really need a computer of mine own so I can post more, i feel like i get behind not having one.

The air in my car has decides to be a whore and piss me off by not working, so that is going to cost me $200. I hate the florida heat.

I am up for a promotion at work, I hope I get it. Believe me i need the pay raise. I am tired of not making enough to last me.

PS-thanks to Sage for posting the band Ashbury Heights, they are really good.
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[20 May 2008|09:24pm]
Life sucks, but i am trying to get over it. I am still sad over the past few months, especially because of the last few days. Thanks for the kind responses from the myspace post.
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depressed update [05 May 2008|05:10pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Just in case anyone wants to contact me, my phone will be turning off on Wednesday and i dont know when i will be getting a new phone. But i do know that my number will be changing.

And my car has been nothing but trouble this past week. And i dont know if i can get it fixed any time soon. Because i quit one of my jobs back in March, not knowing that i would be having this many issues with money.

I want to run outside yelling and screaming at the top of my lungs. I am tired of some new worry or bill or person making me upset. I try to ignore most of it to keep from going mad.


I am just ready to run away, start a new life.

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